Sunday, February 28, 2010

OK

So it's Sunday (no kidding you say?) Sunday always makes me think of Monday and then suddenly i'm in a horrible mood. Well it's not horrible exactly, it's more malaise peppered with a little anxiety.
I had a horrible week last week. HORRIBLE. Seriously one thing after the next just kept going wrong and I could not get my mind to snap into "I will survive" mode. Without the kindness and friendship of a few key people I would have seriously taken a trip to the middle of nowhere and gladly stayed there.
So i'm thinking this week has got to be different! I must make it different! I've got to gather my killer optimism, by natural energetic bounce and my personal favorite: motivator to all those around me.
I needed alot of motivation last week. So sad because I hate having a pity party. But the pity sometimes is a necessary evil....dontcha think? I feel much better having been patted on the back a few times, but i'm ready to kick it into gear tomorrow! So dare I say this??? But c'mon Monday - show me what you got! I've got an army on my side that can last longer than 24 hours! HA!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

I'm Justa Girl

So there are very few times, but every now and then I hate being a girl!
Today was obviously one of those times ha ha! I know I make a big production over "how independent" I am, but getting my car out of the snow is just a pain in my very ample rear!


You would not have wanted to dig my car out either...don't judge!
With that said, here are a couple of other times I also loathe my "girlness."
1. Cramps. Nuff Said.
2. Cleaning the bathroom. Always makes me want to vom!
3. Taking out the trash. So gross.
4. Any sort of activity that has to do with moving.
5. Driving myself home after going out.
6. Driving in general.
7. Going to weddings alone.
8. Straightening my hair.
9. Having to call any sort of customer service place.
10. Picking out a restaurant. Silly I know, but i'd rather you pick!

The Bachelor

Brace yourselves. I haven't been on my soapbox for at least a couple of days! So I know The Bachelor is entertaining and all, i've watched most seasons, but really - is this really the reality that single people live in? Now I know that a good man is hard to find, but these girls are definitely desperate and bordering on having zero self respect. If the guy that you were dating flat out told you he was seeing three other girls - i'm sorry, not seeing sleeping with, would you really stick around to see if he loved you the most? If you would, we gots to talk!!
Okay so I know that this is a tv show and therefore my little rant is slightly ridiculous, but honestly!! When you're a)divorced and on a dating show b)divorced and saying you've never been in love c)divorced and going straight to being engaged to someone else without a little time in between...you might be headed for divorce again. Just sayin.
I just feel bad because it is hard to find someone, but this really really isn't the way to go about it!

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Girl Crush

No it's not what you think. But yesterday was a monumental day for me. Ever since I started working out at the gym in Nationwide there's this girl i've tried to talk to a few times, but no instant connection was made (if you know me, you know I love the instant connections:)
This girl is tall, and fit and has the prettiest long blonde hair! Usually she's the type of girl i'd be jealous of, but I gave up being jealous of other people a long time ago!! Her dedication to the gym is truly admirable and I think she works out twice a day (I can't confirm this because it would take a bit of "recon" if you know-what-i'm-sayin!)
So yesterday i'm in the locker room and Allison starts chatting me up! We talked about how we're both trying to read more this year AND work out even when we're tired!! Commonalities!
Then she asks my name and says "oh it's beautiful!"
So Allison who works in the OGC...my new friend!!